I wanna cry

Did anyone beside me when i'm sad ??!
Did anyone feel my pain ??!
Did anyone care about me ??!

I felt lonely
I just feel like need someone
will you appears ???!
I just wait for someone who change my life
I start to feel lonely


I just lost myself when i'm sad ' I just know how to cry !
I dunno what can i do ..
sometimes really felt that myself useless
always fooling around in the end just will get zero
people always ask me ' you don't want continue study ' ??
I just will felt shame to answer them `
because i dunno what i want also ...
Can anyone help me `

even parent's & sister also cannot help me !
who can helps ??

I think i just made my parent's felt dissapointed `
they worry about i know ..
they also felt guilty
They know that because they cannot help me anything !
But i don't need theirs help really !
i can handle by myself !
my life is mine one ~ way is choose by me !
I will have my own resposibility

I'm sad