Brain full of him

OMG ~ why i thinking of him always ?!
Please stop me anyone ..
I dun want to ❤ him i wanna control myself to falling in ❤ with him

Today go shopping ~
firstly i just date miko only ..
then i also have ask terry go !
but firstly thought he din go de ~ then dunno why when i was in parade i saw him !
that time i was happy because saw him ..
by da other side is ~~! karu also have out ~!
OMG ~ hater !!
he is spoilt my mood when heard his name ..
deng ~~! people din ask you out jau don't out la ~!


Terry Terry Terry
althought you treat me bad ~ but i still heart you dunno why !
aiiks ~~ please !! my MR.RIGHT come fastly if not i will hurt deeply ~~!

waiting for you guy ~! ^^

[ 28.02.2008 ] STUPID DAY

Yesterday i was sleep aT morning 8.00 am , that's my life ! i never feel tired however i just sleep for four hour or three hour ~!early morning then mummy call me wake up at 1.30 pm [ OMG ~ it's really early for me , because i sleep late ]aikyo ~ i really cannot sleep early la ! don't scold me please ~my mum always said : can you be back normal ??! your life is opposite with us when we are sleep you awake when we awake you are sleep ~~! somemore no good for health ~~ haha she keep said all this thing to me everyday ~! bla bla everyday ~! GOSH it's really damn ' fan 'Today she ask me wake up so early because she want ask me accompany her go JABATAN re-register her ic ~ because her ic was lost .. i feel weird why must i go ?? because she said she dunno malay & if need people fill da form need RM 10 that's why she need i go with her ..jusT have this time i feel that i'm useful ~~! haha ~~!By da way ~ when i go there de i fill da form ~~ i don't even imagine that i cannot spell out buddha that time ~~! feel shame with that ~haha ~ today i go there with my mum & dad aT 2.00 pm then wait till 4.15 pm just can finish making da stupid ic ~! haha ~ when the malay boy help my mum take pictures he asking my mum [ you really 40 years old ? really not look alike ~~ did you use anything or eat anything ?? ] haha is that funny ???that time my mum happy till just can see teeth can't see eyes already ~

27.02.08 [ what i send ] meaningful

If a girl cries in front ofyou, it means that she couldn't take itanymore...If you take her hand, she would staywith you for the rest of your life; ifyou let her go, she couldn't go backto being herself anymore...A girl won't cry easily, Except infront of the person who she love themost, she becomes weak..A girl won't cry easily, only when sheloves you the most, she put down herego.Guys, if a girl cries because of youplease hold her hands firmly, she'sthe one who would stay with you forthe rest of your life.Guys, if a girl cries because of you,please don't give her up, maybebecause of your decision, you ruin herlife.When she cry right in front of you,when she cry because of you, Look intoher eyes, Can u see n feel the pain nhurt she's feeling?Think....Which other girl have cried wif puresincerity, Infront of you, And becauseof you?*__*She cry not because she is weak, Shecry not because she wan sympathy orpity,She cry, Because crying silently is nolonger possible, the pain, hurt, nagony have become too big a burden tobe kept inside...Guys, Think about it...*im saying it..*If a girl cry her heart out to you, And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only you will know the answer to it.Do consider it. Cause one day....It may be too late for regrets,It may be too late to say "im sorry".To my friends...Ponder this message seriously.Do not do this to a girl,You may regret for the rest of yourlife. Maybe in your life, she's theonly one that love YOU the most.

This is what i send to him today ~
actually i feel no way to send this !
i don't hope to send this ~ but i musT do this !
becaue i wish he is happy wiht his love .. [ said out by heart ]
I really feel right with this passage damn meaningful ~~!


I LOVE HIM BUT I WISH HE WAS HAPPY FOREVER !!!

27.02.2008

Today is a normal day without going shopping & meeting somebody special ~!
But today is happy because i was helping my mum ~~!
my parent was happy too ~ because they felt pround that two of them daughter can help them looking for their shop without them worries ~~! And many people jealous them can go having wedding dinner a pair of ..
haha ~ i was feeling happy to heard this too ..
because means that i already grow up i'm being mature already !
do you agree with me ??!

haha ~! this is my first time writting blog in english too..
feel nervous actually ~ because scared people looking to my blog & laughing aT me !
why so stupid ~~ your english is suck ??! will this happen on me ??
OMG wish not happen on me ~

Today a bit sad actually because i calling terry in msn but he din have answer me because he with karu ~! karu u're suck reallly ~ ii hate you damn !
please don't influence my TERRY
If not i will let you die fastly `~~! I'm seriously do you know ?!

Anyway ~~ i missing you TERRY ..



Although i already make decision to give up him ~ but i can't do that actually !
i still heart him lot ~ but by hand side nobody will understand me even my close friend .. aiiks feel sad nobody understand me !
when i wanna talk to somebody but no anybody beside me~~ buT what can i do ??! nothing to do ~ just can moody !
please god ~ give me a best best buddy ! i already sure that CHLOE is my buddy actually ~ but distance problem make me hard to chat with her ..
i miss her damn !