Just for the most who i miss `

Oh my God `
why till now i also can't forget you ??
why you keep appear in my mind `
aRghh ` i wish i can forget you !
i know you also wish i do that `

Recently you upload new pic always !
look QQ `
I felt like wanna drop comment to you one `
but i don't want in the end
because I know you wont care what i write wont reply i anything right ??
But i still care you lots `
I don't want see you sad
I don't want see you lose yourself

Terry you should back `
find your way !




What a fun pictures ya `
QQ ! Twins sister ..

haha ``` Love ya lots !!

If you guys let me choose again` i also will choose to say I LOVE YOU with you
I no regreT `

I will hold on you `
never let you go !!!
If i can ....!


I know you wont open my blog `
but i just wanna tell's somebody my feeling ..
will let me feel more good `

=P

we almost have one month din meet each other de !
and we never take pictures before
I'm waiting for `

Old Friends meeTing `

I miss you all lots`
haha ~ thursday my god sis yan yi asking me saturday go out ..
actually firstly i tot wont out that day
because i felt that myself wont wake up so early on saturday `
haha !

Really ` I'm right !
I can't wake up `
luckily my sis called me wake up if not i will break my promise again ..

So happy that i meet them `
so happy with them actually !
haha ` love them lot

my jii muii ` my sister ` my cute friends ` all of you !
haha mwarksss





but too bad ` my handphone no battery
my handphone can't take pictures ` aRghhhhh !
so hate ..
I'm waste de !!

we got take big head stickers `
so nice ..
hohoho ` mwarkssss

I waiting the next day we meet ` I miss ah yannnnn !

I never say it `

naRhx ` I never say to anyone myself is pretty
I never say to anyone myself is cute
Just said by all of you `

believe me ` Photo can have a big different with pictures !
I'm a fatty `

but sometimes really hurt me
what you did and what you said
please when said somethings do care people feel



Arghhh `` a net friend asking me to buy a diet pill
Just felt like wanna buy `
but i damn care have other effect
I should buy or not buy ?
aRghhh ` i want become thin !
Help ...

This world just realitic `
If a girl is pretty just will welcome by all people
If a girl is ugly just will be lonely
never have people look at her

That's unlucky is i'm the ugly one ` aiiksssss ..
whaT can i do ??!


But you have no qualify to judge me `
IDIOT ` errrkzz

Hamano

First day First try to be boss

My first day first try to be boss ~!
hoho ..
Just felt funny and syoik because first try merhx

People always said ` three minute hot temper `
haha i think this will right exactly ...!
I always is a person who have this bad attitude ~~

Today i sell wan tan mee in mummy shop `
actually i sell things also because force by areas
i have no choices
because i just have one daddy one mummy
if i no helps them increase their stress
they just wil be hard & hard
is no good for health & i have no reason to tell myself i don't want helps them `

Today i have tuition for account *
since i know that i can't sit for spm this year
I just give up everything ~
tuition ??! I have no mood to go `
Just meaningless to me !
I told myself ' Go for what ' ???
Give excuse for myself to leave all problems
that's me `


Today cousin sister ' carmen & see yan ' came to my mummy shop `
The first see yan ask is ' aikyo why you cry ??! so pity '
I felt touch because they so sayang me
I love them lots


I chaT with him today but just for little

I apreciaTe every words he said to me he asked me
even message i also never delete since we sms till now ..

BELOW :

Msn chat box with him

☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ says:
Terry
QQxiha says:
ya?
☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ ╬says:
haha ~~! nice new pic ya
☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ says:
=P
QQxiha says:
thanx
☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ says:
welcome welcome ~~!
☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ says:
how's ya there ??! wowww ~ long time no chat ..! weee
QQxiha says:
im fine here
QQxiha says:
u?
☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ says:
errr ~~! not really fine ..! handphone let people stole le ! aRghhh !


FINALLY
we stop because he didn't reply me


Today i checked out his blog `
It's touching !
I know how much he loves jessica
but i can't control myself to love him ..
I have try to forget him
buT everytime i saw his news or heard his news
I so care `
I don't know why `


The way i can do is SUPPORT HIM always

He has post new pictures in friendster when 13.04.08
i'm not dare to post comment at there although it's really nice
I just melting when i saw his pictures =D
but i have no other way i just can view him everyday
I really miss him

I wanna cry

Did anyone beside me when i'm sad ??!
Did anyone feel my pain ??!
Did anyone care about me ??!

I felt lonely
I just feel like need someone
will you appears ???!
I just wait for someone who change my life
I start to feel lonely


I just lost myself when i'm sad ' I just know how to cry !
I dunno what can i do ..
sometimes really felt that myself useless
always fooling around in the end just will get zero
people always ask me ' you don't want continue study ' ??
I just will felt shame to answer them `
because i dunno what i want also ...
Can anyone help me `

even parent's & sister also cannot help me !
who can helps ??

I think i just made my parent's felt dissapointed `
they worry about i know ..
they also felt guilty
They know that because they cannot help me anything !
But i don't need theirs help really !
i can handle by myself !
my life is mine one ~ way is choose by me !
I will have my own resposibility

I'm sad

Sad-ing

I was lost my handphone today
Opps oH ~damn sad lerr !
Don't let me know who stole my handphone
I just will let him / her die harly ~~!
sorry mummy i know my careless
but i'm not wish too ~~!
lately seem like have many problem appears ~!
like bad luck go by me ..


i'm really scared
I worry for my future
I wish to study actually
If i not continue study i really don't know what can i do ~~!
have any people help me ??!


Uncle tell me ~~!
This road is choose by me
nobody can help me
i must do everything by myself
use mouth to ask ..
no need to feel shy
If feel shy the last result is get zero ~!

so now i must be independent
do everything by myself ~~!
wish do not let parent worry about me ~~!

sometimes felt myself is useless
Just will made out more & more problem
never think the result then go ahead do
when done de just will regret
is no use ..!

so now i must do before think
i must have a mature thinking ..

believe me ~~!

Her big birththday
wish her pretty always
Love her !

I still mising you ~~!
do you still remember me ?!
although we din chat for a long time ~~!

13.12.07 FirsT Time

I miss you so much !
I didn't see you almost one month already ~
miss you damn ..!
dunno why ~ you always in my mind !
I cannot forgeT you ` although you never find me never chat with me never give concern to me
I still miss you & love you


so miss you

First time you said good night to me since we din chat always !
I will appreciate it !

Just awesome for me
a simple word for everyone but important to me..

Day start to on dieT =P

27.03.08
I went to kl finding my precious dear dear CHLOE :)
I start my journey at 7.15 am ~
after three hour just reached there
The time is 10.30 am

my precious chloe wait for so long ..
haha ~~!
then after that we straigtly walk to time square from pudu ^^
OMG ~~~! EXHAUSTED !!!

after that we having our breakfast aT time square
spent RM25 + for one meal ..!
wow quite expensive ~~ a bit heartpain [ blerrkzz ]

Then we walking around ~~ lepak here lepak there !
because thursday is school day
less people hanging out that day
feel quite bored because no handsome or leng luii *

But i saw kimo in I-sock ^^
she so damn cute ~!
actually i feel like wanna go call her one !
but i scared because i have big different in pictures
look fat in real people ...


we had buy same clothes in romp ~~!
feel excited ~~!
because we wear same day ^^
but sure she wear more nice lerr ..!

continue we went to sungai wang
haha ~~! chloe had no money to shopping already
so i ask her gone back her sis house took credit card just went back to sungai wang
we took almost half hour to back her sis house
we need to take lrt ~~! monorail ^^
actualy feel syoik because ipoh don't have this kind of life ..!
then when we reached bukit jalil ~
she called her sis come out fetch us go back !

then her sis bring us go having lunch ~!
so envy chloe because she have such sucessful sister ..!
she can teaching us many things ~

^^
RESPECT !

what a sad day ?!
that stupid lee hou make me feel moody :(
sad case
although i admit that i'm fat but no need to annouce to everybody know i'm fat okie..!
not i hope to fat ~~!
who wish other people call her/him fatty one ??!
use brain also know okie ..!
I don't want to angry you or what ~~!
because this is the motivation to let us on diet
i will thank you if i really can slim down

firstly is a happy day because i wear new look go out !
but lee hou you spoilt my mood la ..!
duh ~~~!

nobody will know what i felt that day ~~!

Anti food here

I swear here !

I Hamano musT slim down in two months ~
believe me ..!
I CAN BECAUSE I WANT TO BE WITH HIM !

I miss you so much
wish to see ya !!

mwarkssss ...!