First day First try to be boss

My first day first try to be boss ~!
hoho ..
Just felt funny and syoik because first try merhx

People always said ` three minute hot temper `
haha i think this will right exactly ...!
I always is a person who have this bad attitude ~~

Today i sell wan tan mee in mummy shop `
actually i sell things also because force by areas
i have no choices
because i just have one daddy one mummy
if i no helps them increase their stress
they just wil be hard & hard
is no good for health & i have no reason to tell myself i don't want helps them `

Today i have tuition for account *
since i know that i can't sit for spm this year
I just give up everything ~
tuition ??! I have no mood to go `
Just meaningless to me !
I told myself ' Go for what ' ???
Give excuse for myself to leave all problems
that's me `


Today cousin sister ' carmen & see yan ' came to my mummy shop `
The first see yan ask is ' aikyo why you cry ??! so pity '
I felt touch because they so sayang me
I love them lots


I chaT with him today but just for little

I apreciaTe every words he said to me he asked me
even message i also never delete since we sms till now ..

BELOW :

Msn chat box with him

☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ says:
Terry
QQxiha says:
ya?
☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ ╬says:
haha ~~! nice new pic ya
☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ says:
=P
QQxiha says:
thanx
☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ says:
welcome welcome ~~!
☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ says:
how's ya there ??! wowww ~ long time no chat ..! weee
QQxiha says:
im fine here
QQxiha says:
u?
☠ 〖 HaMaNo™ 〗 ❤ SAYA SOTONG BABY ❤ says:
errr ~~! not really fine ..! handphone let people stole le ! aRghhh !


FINALLY
we stop because he didn't reply me


Today i checked out his blog `
It's touching !
I know how much he loves jessica
but i can't control myself to love him ..
I have try to forget him
buT everytime i saw his news or heard his news
I so care `
I don't know why `


The way i can do is SUPPORT HIM always

He has post new pictures in friendster when 13.04.08
i'm not dare to post comment at there although it's really nice
I just melting when i saw his pictures =D
but i have no other way i just can view him everyday
I really miss him